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shit, my fingers are swollen.
the differences between my left and right hand are s obvious.
haha no wonder they feel so swollen and painful.
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Say that you love them,
Thats when i love you,
30 December 2009 @ 12:48 am
shit, my fingers are swollen.
the differences between my left and right hand are s obvious.
haha no wonder they feel so swollen and painful.
29 December 2009 @ 08:09 pm
Just 3 more days for a brand new year to come
Just 4 more days to be 19
Im actually not at all looking forward to it
I dont like birthdays i never did
19 is such an ugly age,
And soon i will be 20 and then adulthood.
Me and my cowardly self.
Responsibilities get heavier and the more everyone expects you to succeed
The more you have no time to screw things up and even so, you will now be picking up whatever mess you made.
All these thoughts are just so put off.
Well, i guess this is just another part everyone has to go through so stop complaining.
29 December 2009 @ 03:38 am
SUPER SANDRA'S GONNA SHIFT AGAIN, CREDITS TO ANON&THE STALKERS OUT THERE.
Yes, i do admit people hate me but there are people who love me as well.
And my parents do love me to give me a beautiful name that i'm proud of,
unlike SOME people who hate their name&totally dont DARE to type their name out when passing MINDLESS&STUPID comments. DARE to comment, why dont dare to write out your name, COWARD. And if you think you're an angel, NO. And if you think you're totally lovable&all, NO. How about you reflect on your cowardly move? Here's a piece of advice from me to you, think before you speak.
BYE BYE TO IHAVESMALLEYES &I wonder how many MORE blog names must i create. TSK.
Yes, i do admit people hate me but there are people who love me as well.
And my parents do love me to give me a beautiful name that i'm proud of,
unlike SOME people who hate their name&totally dont DARE to type their name out when passing MINDLESS&STUPID comments. DARE to comment, why dont dare to write out your name, COWARD. And if you think you're an angel, NO. And if you think you're totally lovable&all, NO. How about you reflect on your cowardly move? Here's a piece of advice from me to you, think before you speak.
BYE BYE TO IHAVESMALLEYES &I wonder how many MORE blog names must i create. TSK.
Im feeling: 
optimistic
optimistic29 December 2009 @ 02:27 am
If you ask me, i would say i still think of you.
Not every time, but occasionally now and then.
29 December 2009 @ 01:09 am
i know a way to lighten my sorrows n vexing stuff.
that is to blog them down.
aint it a betta solution.
my blog can share my thoughts with me.
if i cant say it out, i blog it down.
good nighty
27 December 2009 @ 11:12 pm
I lost my stupid red specs in the hse.
bloody irritated.
wtf im s effing careless.
careless bitch.
i wonder how the hell ppl can get so rich, n like wad theyre working.
it seems t happen to billions of ppl, but not me.
i cannot do aniting. idk wad i wan t do. idk wad i like t do.
idk aniting.
im practically blaming myself the whole day n doing nth useful to my life.
feeling down and restless the whole day wont bring me anywhere.
but i cant help it.
iv completely lost my smile, lost my happiness.
lost the fine weather in myself.
ive been trying t feel happy, but i cannot.
perhaps happy for the moment, but after tad moment has passed, all happiness disappears into thin air.
leaving me with dust.
it is ridiculous to read this, but i no longer seem t feel very happy animore.
hee. im serious.
i use stuff i find exciting t me t try making me feel better.
but it barely helped.
im no longer a cheerful one.
of cos i will continue life.
bcos ive no choice.
time never stops, n i never stop growing.
everything will remain the same.
the oni thing diff is me.
nights!
26 December 2009 @ 05:52 pm
26 December 2009 @ 06:39 am
bitchy24 December 2009 @ 07:15 pm
24 December 2009 @ 06:04 pm
happy